Computer Down

I hate being without my computer. Feels like a part of me is gone.

Really...

Still no word from that girl I met almost two weeks ago after she texted and called me last Friday. I'm not exactly sure what I did to piss her off.
Maybe it's just my cheerful nature.

Still writing

Even if I'm not always posting the results.
Not everything is worth sharing.
This is coming from a guy who had no problem sharing that I haven't had sex in ten years.
I'm coming to the realization that I want to be in a relationship, but I can't just do that with anyone. It has to mean something.
A little over a year ago I met a girl on plenty of fish. We were hitting it off and I went to go meet her. Right away she started talking about having kids and getting married. This is date one.
My love history is kind of crap. It's no wonder I romanticize what M and I had together.

Leaving it alone, it works

She texted me earlier wanting to hang out. Unfortunately, I have to be at work in a little while. Otherwise I would have gone over there. Dammit!

Also

I am sick. My nose is running. Last night I was feverish. I generally feel like shit.
It's not like I could really do anything with her if she did call me.
I was just on Facebook. We know a couple of the same people, so I went over to her page and took a look. Just photos. I am obsessing now. I have to stop.
Closed the page. Going to work on my friend's website.

Disappearing act

If something keeps happening to you situation after situation, you have to come to the conclusion that you're the problem, right?
Case in point, I met a girl at work and she seemed in to me and wanted to hang out after she went over to her friend's place. I say cool, call me.
She didn't call that night. I text her the next day and say fell asleep, maybe we can do something later today or tomorrow. I hear nothing back.
At this point I'm about ready to write her off, but I am an optimist at heart so I giver her a call. Voicemail. Joy. I leave a voicemail. No pressure, just give me a call when  you can, you have my number.
That was the day before yesterday and I have not heard a single thing from this girl. I didn't message or call her yesterday or today. The ball is entirely in her court. I will probably never see or speak to her again.
I can't even pinpoint what it is I did or said to her that put her off. I'm just not good with the beginning part of relationships where everything is so fragile. It was probably a comment that I would never think twice of saying and boom she's gone.
Or maybe I have a stalker that gets rid of any girl with the slightest interest in me. That would suck too.

Thanks, whoever made this Rage Comic